"Its better to lose a lover then never love at all"
.: Sweet :.: Tempered :.: Missunderstood :.
{- Name -}
'Why, hello there! I'm Icarus!'
"As you can see, Icaru answered this perfectly. His name is Icarus."
{- Age -}
'54'
"Ahem, but I believe that is in dog years?"
'Whatever. I'm sure she understands dog years'
"Could you put it in human years though?"
'Is she REALLY that lazy?'
"I apologize for Icaru's laziness, what he meant is that he is 6 years old'
{- Status -}
' ♫ All the single ladies, all the single ladies ♫ '
"Icaru! I do not believe your a single lady"
'Fine. I'm a single male'
{- Orientation -}
'I'm straight. Heterosexual. Whatever you want to call it'
{- Colors -}
'Not quite sure what you mean by that. But, I am a black, teal, pastel blue, white.'
"I believe she meant favorite colors"
'No.... She did not. Look right below!'
~ Don't mention Memphis
Tim Mcgraw
Mister, can you take me into Little Rock
I'll buy the coffee
And I'll fill your truck
I'll listen all night if you wanna talk
Just don't mention Memphis
We can talk about your family
Politics and music and philosophy
Any ol' subject's all right with me
Just don't mention Memphis
Or blue eyes
And light brown hair
An angel wavin' to me
From the top of the stairs
The hardest thing I did
Was leave her standing there
So don't mention Memphis
{- Favorite Color -}
'Blue. Without a doubt!'
{- Favorite Food -}
'Peaches!! Oh mah god I love peaches!'
"We ALL know that Icarus!"
'So, had to be said'
{- Personality -}
'Well, I'm-'
"Icarus, I hope if you don't mind me answering this one. Icarus is a sweet go lucky guy, with anger issues. He loves to have fun and bask in the sun, but when he gets mad, he can really blow his top. He can be dangerous, deadly, when hes mad. He doesn't mean to, it just happens. He has few friends,for after an episode they tend to be scared off. "
{- Likes -}
{- 'Well, I LOVE peaches. I love how soft and fuzzy they are... And when I'm mad and bite into one, the juices pop out like blood!! Its fun!'
"A bit violent Icarus..."
'I don't care'
{- 'I also love the color blue. Blue blue blue!! Bluey blue!'
'lol'
{- 'Another thing I like is houses. Up until I met Ga, I never knew what a house was. But their sooo much fun! You can run in them, jump on the fluffy, soft plants, its just so much fun!'
"Uh, Icarus, do you mean the couch? And no, its NOT fun, you get mud everywhere!"
'Fun for me'
"-.-"
{- 'The last thing I'll list that I love is rabbits! Their just so tasty! I can't describe it, its so.... Yummy!'
"Right there with you Icarus!"
'Does this mean I get to eat your rabbit?'
"HES A PET, NO!"
'SHEESH!'
{- Dislikes -}
{- 'The color red. Ugh. I mean, I love blood, its tasty, but the red color is just gross. Not only that, but it makes me violent, so I don't like it because of that, either'
{- 'I also hate humans. No offense Ga, but I hate them. Their loud, noisy, obnoxious, just, ugh. And they SMELL!'
"So, basically my family?"
'Yeah!'
"Nice..."
{- 'I also hate loud things. I have good hearing, like better then most wolves, so it really stings my ears'
{- 'OK, last thing I'm gonna list that I don't like. Birds. Ya ya there pretty and all, but they won't shut up. So if the bird makes noise, I hate it.'
"And thats why I don't allow you by my house without me around"
{- History -}
'Well, I was born in a normal wolf pack. My mother had icy blue eyes with a gray coat, most of her hairs tipped white. She was beautiful, and I loved her with all my might. She was sweet, loving, caring. My father was a gruff wolf, he didn't show emotion much but when he did, you know he really cared for you. He had light blue paws, but other then that, was a black wolf. So when I was born, it was shocking. I mean, my parents expected some blue patches on their pups, but when I was born... They couldn't believe it. At first my parents thought my fur was tipped, like my mothers, but it was the same color all the way to my light skin. My brothers and sisters were much darker, only having a tipped tail or a light nose. I was most certainly favored by my mother. I was the runt, so she always made sure there was room for me. My father though.. He didn't like me. I don't know if it was because I was so light, or because I was a runt. But, soon as our mother introduced us to the pack, I figured out my father wasn't the only one. When my first brother came out, everyone went straight up to sniff him. He was the biggest, and was all black. His eyes were just like my mothers though, an icy blue. Then my other brother came out with my little sister. She was the other runt, but was still bigger then me. My brother was a light brown with some patches of blue, and my sister was like my mother, her entire head was light brown fur tipped with white. My last sister, who was almost twice my size, ran out with confidence. She was black, with light blue paws. An almost twin of my father. I came out last because I was sleeping and my mom had to wake me up. But when I realized what was happening, I was ecstatic. Everyone thought that was all the pups, so when I ran out to get a lot of attention, no one was paying attention. My mom walked behind me, and urged me forward. One wolf looked back as I made a small whimper. They then all looked back. I immediately cheered up and wagged my tail, squeaking. But none of them seemed impressed. In fact, many of them growled, raising their hackles. I whimpered and backed up, but my mom ran forward growling. All of them backed down, whimpering like little pups. My mom walked around and nudged me back into the den, and began to cuddle me.
"Don't worry honey, their jealous. Your beautiful, no one understands that." Well the next day I ran out, and started to play with my little sister. She seemed to like me, so I was closest with her. One day we were in the bushes, and we were hunting a rabbit. My sister then said,
"No one likes you." As you can imagine, it kinda of stung.
"I know. Why?" I truly wanted to know, no one ever told me.
"You have dark blue eyes." OK, at this point my mind was like 'wth?', but I still asked,
"What?!"
"No one here has EVER had dark blue eyes. Daddy told me. No one carries the genes to have dark blue eyes. Icy blue eyes is accepted, but dark blue has never been seen."
"What does that mean?" I was confused. So what if I had blue eyes, just means I'm better then them, I guess.
"It means... Mom bred with another wolf from another pack." My heart stopped right there. Mom.... Cheated? "And she favors you, everyone can tell. It only shows that the wolf she cheated with... She cared for more then daddy," My sister added. I looked at her, wide eyes. She frowned, sad, and licked my nose. "I'm sorry... I thought you might want to know,' My mouth quivered as I said, "I do, but..." I couldn't finish. I ran into the woods, tears streaming down my face. I stopped at the river. I just wished someone would push me in, for I didn't know how to swim. I just wanted to die. My mom CHEATED, and not only that, she loved the wolf she cheated with better then my dad. I just couldn't believe it. I spent my night there, hoping the cold would kill me. It didn't, but no one but my mother came looking for me. When she found me she licked my head and brought me back. I couldn't look her in the eyes though, I was mad and sad at the same time. That night though, I swore I wouldn't let others break me. If they hated me, let them. I'd show them wrong. When I was old enough to hunt, I had mastered it as best as I could. My father reluctantly took me out, much later then all the other pups. I resented him for it, but I was going to prove him wrong. When we went out though.. God did I mess up. I stepped on every stick, everyone puddle, and when we did find something, I tripped and it ran past me. I did this every time my father took me out, to the point he swore he was never going to take me out again. Thats how I was assigned to be the 'den sitter', the job a retarded wolf gets. But, I couldn't have been more grateful. Thats how I met Sugar, a snow white wolf. Turns out she was an arctic wolf that the pack found and brought in. She was beautiful. She didn't understand what my blue eyes meant, and loved my coat. When the pack went out, we'd cuddle in the den. I knew if my father found out we cared so much for each other, he'd kill me. Turns out Sugar was going to be a breeding wolf, and once she found her 'one', she was going to be allowed to breed, which is rare for the wolves in our pack. I guess since most of us were related, breeding was near forbidden for anyone but our parents. And I knew my father wouldn't be happy if I was Sugars 'one'. But Sugar loved me, and I loved her. One day while the pack was out hunting, me and Sugar got hungry.
"Wanna go hunting?"
"Not allowed, father says I'm stupid. How do you think I became den sitter?"
Sugar laughed, "I've seen you hunt with your sister, you're really good,"
I looked at her curious, "Really?"
"Yes! Now lets go grab a bite." She said, getting up and shaking a light frost off her coat. It had been 2 years now, and it was fall again. I got up, shook the frost off my coat, and ran to the woods. Sugar followed me, lifting her nose to the air. "I smell... Moose." I agreed and said, "Me too, its swimming though, we'd have no chance." Sugar looked at me with a weird look, "What?"
"How can you tell its swimming?"
"I can hear it splashing!"
"What!? No you can't!"
"Oh really? Follow me!" And I trotted off towards the moose. As I said, it was in the water.
"Woah. You have good hearing," Sugar said in amazement.
"I know, I'm just that good," I boasted with a smile licking her nose. Little did I know my father was watching us. I guess we headed over to where the pack was hunting as well. Despite that, we did catch an elk, and dug into it ferociously. "Man girl, you got an appetite!" I said after I was finished but she kept digging into it.
"Why thank ye," She giggled and laid down by me. I looked up and saw that it was almost night, I panicked.
"Crap, we have to get back!" I hopped up and ran back. It didn't sound like the pack was back, though I guess everyone was hiding. My father was angry, scary angry. So when we got back, all I could see was my black father growling, hackles raised. I backed up, my tail between my legs.
"What do you think you were doing!?" He growled. I whimpered like a pup, Sugar was backing up. "I should've killed you when you were born!" He growled again. Thats when it hit me. My father hated me. My biological father didn't know me, but the one I grew up loving, the one I tried to impress to the point of resenting him, truly hated me. I stood up, my tail high and my hackles raised. "You should've, you really should have. Just like I should've killed you when you weren't looking at me all those times. The times where you were hating me, pushing me away. OK old man, guess what?! My mom cheated, and she had good right to! You know what? Your other kids might be more related to MY father then YOU. Did you ever think of that? NO! You just hated me for what my MOTHER had done! Well guess what? I'm BETTER then most of YOUR children at most things! But you never knew, did you? Because when I tried to impress you I messed up, you labeled me retarded, but never saw me hunt with my siblings. You just... Hated me!" And with that, I just couldn't take it. The yelling and growling didn't change. All it did was get my father madder. So I lunged, for his throat. We fought, bite after bite, blood spilling the ground. But like I said, I was better. I pinned him down, biting his neck once more, then backing up. He was alive, but injured badly. The other wolves were shocked, even more as my father stood up to say, "Get out of my sight. NOW!" I did. I ran into the woods, for as far as I could. I don't know what happened to Sugar, though I miss her often. As for my father? I hope that b*st*rd died painfully.'
"I never knew, Icarus"
'Its OK, no one does.'
{- Anything Else? -}
'This was actually kinda fun'
"Glad it didn't annoy you"
'You annoy me'
"Seriously?"
'Nah, I love you!' *Jumps and licks you*
"Oh wait! You never told her about how we met Icarus!"
'Oh yeah. I'll just say it here.
So after my fight with my father, I was wandering the woods. I came really close to human civilization and as I was about to be shot for human safety, Ga came and rescued me. She said that she'd relocate me, though she never actually did. She simply took me to her cabin and kept me in this cage for a few weeks. I got to know her, she got to know me, and once I was good and friendly, and healed, she let me out. I ran off, and live wild, but I visit her all the time. I love coming in and sleeping on her couch. She says its annoying, but I think shes joking. Yeah I know, not too interesting'
''It IS annoying, you always get mud on it!''
'Whatevs. You love it'
"-.-"
{- Art -}
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